?

Log in

I'm such a tard

I bought a new DIGITAL scale last night at WalMart and hey, it says I'm 120 lbs.  I stepped onto my old scale and the mother effer said I was 128 lbs.  I tried on my fat pants and yeah, they fit me lose.

Here I was pulling my hair out and cutting myself because I thought I wasn't losing any weight!!!!!i Exercised for 4 hours yesterday!!!!! Ughhhh!!!!!!!!!!

So okay, it's good news. But still, 120 lbs!? at FIVE TWO!?!?!?! I'm short and fat. This needs to go away and I need to be at 110 again, ASAP. UGH!!

Good.

My parents are getting chinese food tonight. Thank goodness, I hate chinese food. So disgusting. Thinking about it makes me gag.

Tonight should be easy as far as fasting goes.  I'm really going to try not to go out and drink.  I'll probably just stay home.

I never thought I'd say this but...

Yay PMS!

I'm getting headaches and mood swings like nobody's business so hopefully this is a sign that I"m not pregnant and that these extra 4 pounds are a result of bloating. Hopefully. Fingers crossed!

I guess that's it. :)

New pics

New pics on myspace.

myspace.com/the_recovery_position

Add me, or comment :)

Myspace

Feel free to add me on Myspace, girls. I don't have any support on there, really. But um, if we can keep the ED talk subtle I'd appreciate it, just 'cause ya know, I don't want my real-life friends knowing about any of it.

myspace.com/the_recovery_position

:)

129 lbs

By Sunday I will need to be at 125 lbs.

Then on Saturday, I will be at 120.

From there on until the end of the month, I will pace myself to reach 110 lbs.

Only fruit, salad, water, coffee, cigarettes, vitamin, and one slice of whole wheat 7 grain bread for the next 5 days.

Don't fail again. You were happy at 110, remember?

Profile

lazienkuli
your_verrruca
your_verrruca

Latest Month

August 2007
S M T W T F S
   1234
567891011
12131415161718
19202122232425
262728293031 

Syndicate

RSS Atom
Powered by LiveJournal.com
Designed by Jamison Wieser